Wherever I've been, I'm nothing. I'm just a person with bad habit, even if in front of his eyes. I'm never be a beautiful one everywhere, so it's better if I stand by myself. Now matter it hurt, no matter it frighten. There's no reason to make me still exist into him. Maybe I'm just need to learning again how to be alone, how to do something alone, and for many times again learn how to not hurting someone else. I'm not a person who supposed anyone. I'm lack of everything. There's no need to hold me. I'm must standing alone.

Why I'm still exist?
If there's not a reason, why I'm still exist?
For who I must exist?


How if I'm not exist?
How if I'm not here?
Would everything gonna be okay?

I wish I'm not exist.
I'm nothing, and you dont need to push yourself for me.

I wish I'm not exist anymore.